I didnt see it coming...

I am off work currently- on Saturday, I was assaulted again. This time it was a sexual assault- not serious- but nevertheless it has upset me badly. Its odd- I could have accepted a punch much easier than what happened. Its 3 days ago- and I can still feel his hands on me now *shudders* I wont get graphic- but it was unprovoked and unexpected- and mercifully brief. Hopefully the police will get the fucker. All this has put the rest of my life into a bit of a shadow- I am just wandering round, sitting at the pc and occasionally sleeping- trying not to sleep for too long- in case i dream. I am heading to the doctor tomorrow- think I could do with some blotto pills for a few days. Its quite ironic as the only respite I have is SL- and yes, its fun- I think I deserve a little fun. My favourite new possessions are my sharks- Ozzy and Sharon- you can tell Ozzy- hes the one swimming in aimless circles...