even the music doesnt help

This has to be one of the worst weekends ever- I got home on friday to find my isp had a headfit and disconnected my broadband- so I am currently in a bar on my laptop *sighs*
Most importantly- Vinny and I split on Friday. I am not goin into it here- you can call me inworld if you want- all that needs to be said is that I am paralysed. I am in deep shock- not really feelin anything yet. I have put my land up for sale- I cant see much point in SL without him, but that may change, of course.

means to an end......

Ok, I gots through a week of working now. MAN, I knew it would hit me hard, but SHEESH! I have been gettin home, loggin into SL to spend an hour or so with Vinny then falling into bed. It will get easier, of course, and moving will cut the travelling time, and fatigue. The picture? Well, its old of course, Matt Dawson hasnt been scrumhalf at Saints for a good while- but the new season starts in a couple of months, and I fully intend to be there for a few home games- really quite excited about it. My last post was pretty down, I am glad to report I am feelin way more positive now. I really do have to lower my expectations of people though. One of the benefits of the new job is membership of a Benevolent fund, and they will foot the bill (ha ha) for my chiropodist, and also, I am going to have aromatherapy again- major bonus! My uniform didnt turn up on Friday as promised, although I do have my safety boots- so I made a very fetching picture this morning, bathrobe and steel toecapped boots- dayumm, imma SMEXEH!